{SOMWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW}.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
FEAR!

I really hate this feeling. When I look at my leg, I felt fear inside.

The swelling and blue black seems to get worse. From pretty small area becoming bigger.

This is the 2nd serious injury on this ankle. And actually I dont know why, but I just feeling really not right this time.

I really fear that it might get worse. I really scared it wont recover. I really scared alot of things. Oh damn it!

I have already elevate when I sleep. I iced it when I return home that day. I apply the gel. But still. And when hearing the injury is ... I really sians half.

Please, I pray hard now. Hopefully the injury is getting better instead of worse. I pray that it will recover soon. I pray that after recovering I will not have fear of running & jumping. Please I pray!

Tearing soon...

Anyway, tomorrow is my presentation of my FYP. Hoepfully everything goes well. Now when I speak, it seems alright, I really hope it will be fine.

Life isnt really good these days. Oh damn it! What is wrong?

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sign off@12:15 AM;

N {ME}

::18/08/87::
::Leo::
::YNPS, ESSS, RP, SIM-UOL::
::Outgoing, Friendly, Lame::
::Emotional, Sensitive, Short::

N {DREAMS}

::PE Teacher::
::Netball Coach::
::Camp Instructor::

N {LOVES}

::Netball, Basketball, Running::
::Swimming, Badminton::
::Manchester United::
::Sleep & Slack::
::Green, Orange, Black::
::ES Netball Team, Livewire::
::Buddies, Disciples::
::Shifu(Mr Teo), Hubby::
::Sister & Family::
::Team RP::
::Sesame Gang::
::Piggies::
::MeiNu, Tings, Da Jie::

N {WISH & GOALS}

=PSP=
=All who I love live happily=
=Move on to future=
=Not living in the past=
=Able to learn to accept the truth=
=To be self-discipline=
=Not to repeat mistakes=
=To get gd grades in Uni=

N {FrEnX}

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N {HISTORY}

1st Blog; 2nd Blog;

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