{SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.}

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

No news = good news.

This sentence just fits me and panda so much at this moment.. Rejection letter, acceptance letter both are being sent out to the people around us, but not us.

Could it be we are on their waiting list? Maybe they are waiting for people to reject them and so we are the ones that are waiting for these people?

I hope, wish and pray that we are. I hope both of us really facing the fate and eventually, both of us got accepted in NUS & SMU.

I could really feel the fear today when pig told me that she received her rejection letter already. It was like we sent the application letter together and therefore I thought that we are in the batch and so if is an acceptance letter, I will also receive today..

I was not feeling good at work, or even when I was on company bus. Thinking about whether will it be a big letter or small letter from SMU. The moment I reached home, I saw my dad's bag and quickly look at the table, and there was a small letter and I was so worried that it was SMU's. But glad to say it is not.

The happiness does not last long, because I came to realisation that I have receive no answer from them and I need to make a decision to SIM's acceptance.

Well, I guess, I made the right decision in emailing SIM to confim if I could delay payment as per the person, it seems that I will get a refund if I will want to withdraw. One last reply from them, and I guess I can release the fear in me. (I was so scared that, if I pay them, they will have some things to turn around things and I dont get my refunds)

Well, just see how things will turn out tomorrow. Hope the reply is what I really want to see, and will make a call back to see if there is any letter from SMU before I really make my way down to SIM.

I really pray that things will out to what we wanted. I do really hope that Panda will get into NUS and me getting into SMU.

Its time for me to sleep already. Tomorrow I am still working. Yawns! So fast, I have already worked for 2months and extended my contract for another 2 months.

sign off@12:21 AM;

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Full of thoughts.

Seriously, I dont know what is happening to me these days.

Just feeling really emo these days.

I cant settle down my thoughts too. Cant decide what I want. Just cant make up my mind at all.

No much time for me, yet no decision.

Thats me. Indecisive me. Fickle-minded me. Emo me.

Feel like crying these days. I want to let off everything out.

"If only..."

sign off@9:49 PM;

Sunday, May 6, 2007

This is a very important entry!!1

I CANNOT TAHAN!!! ARGGHHH!!! THERES ARE THINGS THAT I WANT TO BUY!!! AGGGH!!! AND I MUST SAYS.. THEY ARE JUST A WANT NOT A NEED!!! AND THEY COST MORE THAN 200BUCKS FOR EACH ITEM LAHS!!! SIANSSSS!!!! WHICH ONE 1ST??? OR ALL ALSO DONT WANT!!!???

1. PSP!!!
2. Nokia E65!!!
3. Crumpler sling bag!!!

sign off@9:00 PM;

So the story continues about my working experience...

Well, I experience one of the ugliest thing that day... So was like during the 30th Apr week, is the closing week so therefore is like when we were back on wednesday it was a very "rush" day.. as in everyone rush to finish paking before 4pm..

Well, before I experience the ugliest thing, I shall write abit about the rest first..

On Wed, I set a target to myself, by hitting 80 before lunch, and I did it.. I was like feeling so happy, because it is really possible.. but well it was possible because I was doing ID.. and starting kind of slow because I was still forgetiing to change to IDR.. and then after lunch I was like ok, today hit 150.. which means more 10 invoices than that time.. so well by 4pm.. I really managed to hit 150invoices! HEHEE!!!

So Wednesday was the closing day for parking, and so Thursday was kind of free lahs.. and then because on Wed, Dav was saying to learn VMN from Stephen, so Thursday we did it lahs.. then so... someone heard that we are learning... he asked us to help him to do lors.. then somemore even daily check also lorsh...

Thursday somehow it was really free.. therefore fine, I ok lors.. I help lors... everything he says.. then I ok lors.. do lors.. then actually even before this.. he was like.. keep coming in to ask us to help lahs.. sometimes we reject, but sometimes we do help lahs... but it was like he keep coming in lors... then that day he asked me to help him call lahs.. I was like.. ok fine.. no choice.. then call.. then its like more and more stuffs to help him lors.. wah liew.. then still nvm lers.. we go lunch.. then he helped someone buy soya bean mahs.. then like wth... he hold halfway, then he turned and say.. "eh.. hold it"... its like WTH!!!

Then Friday... at 1st was still slacking away.. then later on... he came in ask to do something again!! Its like doing parking already la.. cause like finally park.. then argghh lors.. haish.. really feel like being take from granted lahs.. then is like keep thinking we are really free like that lors.. haish.. sians.. sicks.. but what to do.. that day was kidn of piss lahs.. but ok la.. haish.. i seriously dont mind to help if i am relaly free.. but please know there is a limit for everything.. dont keep asking for help and take us for ganted mans... we might help doesnt means we are everything...

Ok fine.. so tahts all for working lors.. you do work, doesnt mean work must keep coming in... people help you.. doesnt mean he have to help you everytime you asked.. so yeah wed n thurs is work and work then home lorsh.. nothing much though..

Anyway so labour day.. panda came back.. and so we went out.. we went to airport first.. then after that they drove us to blk 85 for dinner.. wah kaus.. eat really alot lahs.. 2 plates of black carrot cake, 2 cups of sugar cane, 1 medium bowl of bachor mee, stingray, osyter, and dont know what lahs... faint can.. really eat until full and wana die...

Then, so friday... after work, francis sent me to kallang lah.. then i went to meet cindy and go to ECP... because is 4E1 class gatehring!!! woohoo.. its really nice to see all of them.. is like during CNY we didnt go back then was like thout cannot see the guys anymore.. so well.. pretty nice to see all.. and know how some of them is going on.. and really happy to see some of the guys being accepted by NUS... or NTU.. cool right? and then knowing having xinyi, kat, cindy & hk in NUS & NTU also.. so nice riggt? 4E1 people are sooo cooll... anyway was like so funny lahs... cause many expected mdm tey to go lorhs.. then hao called her at 8pm.. she was still at home.. and she says she is sick la.. then say maybe will come down.. so well.. ok la.. we think she wont come down le.. then we chatted and stuffs.. then after that around 10pm.. cindy and i thot.. ok we should get going already.. then say take class foto.. so we took.. and then ta da... mdm tey arrived!!! her hubby sent her.. and she alone walk over to the pit.. and her hubby sit at a side and wait for her lors!!! so nice right? so well, had a very nice chat with her.. and as usual our dearest ES head prefect disturb her like what.. ask her to go bbq the food.. then ask her to dont know what lahs... wah kaus.. bth!!! but tts our poon chee leong!!! hahah!!!

So thats basically how i spend the week plus plus.. haha.. and so today.. went out with cynthia & pig... * lukas... hehe.. so cute la lukas.. muacks.. love him so mcuh.. and so we ate our lunch.. and then shop abit then go toyrus.. and then eat again.. then we went back.. we talked alot of rubbish lahs.. and laugh until siao!! hahaha!!!

So thats all.. and so tml working again lors.. then tues & thurs already booked.. going out.. so looking forward to thus lah.. miss her so much!!!

Labels: Nokia

sign off@8:22 PM;

Saturday, May 5, 2007

Its been a week plus since I last blogged. So what happen during this whole week plus?

Tuesday 24/04

That day was the day of my interview by SMU. So I went down after work. And nice people ms kelly & ms pig accompany me. So nice hors!

So the interview is really a group interview. Suppose to have 6 people, but it turn out to be 4 becasue the other 2 forfeited. Well, therefore I am the only girl over there. Kind of nervous and anxious.

So for the 1st hour, was kind of those introduction about SMU and also like know what is the interview going to be like. So the whole interview got about 4 parts.

Basically the very 1st part was on the article I read, which was about Linux. This one I guess I just flunked it because is like I didnt really know hwo to talk about it and I think I just said wrong things.

2nd part was on the estimation question. We were to asked to pick one of the question and so because I am the girl, therefore I was asked to pick the question. And well I chose the, "How mnay chicken rice stalls are there in Singapore?" Like I said, because is an estimation question, and during the 1st hour, there was a poster on it, saying they want to see our process, on how did we break down everything and get the answer.

Well, I didnt really follow what the poster says, but I did say somethign like, "assuming there is 30 districts X 40 foodcourts & hawkers X 2 stalls per FC = 2400 stalls." while, another 2 person somehow follow the poster and say the stuffs. To look positively, I can say at least I dont follow what exactly what the poster says, and I use another way to get what the interviewer wants, so is like think otherwise rather than following...

3rd part was a group work. Though my partner and I didnt get the answer, but I geuss we really shows teamwork in here. So not too sure though.

Last was just Q&A. So therefore nothing much to be judged here. Anyway, everything was over, its up to them if they want me or not. But I know I really tried my best. Knowing that I need to show what I can, and I tried. So no regrets. =))

So after the interview, went to find pig & kelly. And so we went to Cathay and catch a movie "200 pounds" and also to have dinner at billy bombers again! HAhaha!! We have a romantic dinner at billy during valentine day and that day also.. LOLX!! Anyway, 200 pounds is really nice show!! Very funny and crappy mans!! I dont mind watchin again!!

So other than tuesday, I think nothing much really happen, other than keep working and working and working... and having OT on wednesday.. and then on Thursday I went to meet meinu & ke ai at BBT for dinner... and as usual lah.. they disturb and talk alot of rubbish also.. LOLX...

Friday, Sat & Sun.. went back to RP for sports camp... its very different lah.. but had a good chat with sarahanne.. and have fun crappign and flirting with joey.. wahah!! but it was really tiring because during the week, i didnt really sleep well, and so sleeping in school isnt a good choice also because its cold, and then sleep at around 2++ 3 ++, waking up at about 7++ and somemore before sleeping is bathing in cold water... haha.. but still i enjoyed it.. because i think if i dont get into SMU, NTU or NUS.. i wont get such a chance also.. haha..

Monday.. 30th... working and then went down to colleague's grandpa's wake.. together with TH, Dav & C... well.. dav told us alot of da dao li and stuffs.. seirously i have 2 nice colleague who are old but yet they really know alot and experience alot which I always feel nice talkin to them because is like really can learn alot from them 1 lors..

Dav & Franics.. they will always make me realise alot of things that I dont see.. and see them like so play play like that.. they are really nice person.. and is like is really very nice to talk to them and listen to all their experiences and then when they start saying all those reallife things.. and then sometimes hearing things about you that they think and blah blah.. really can learn lors.. they really amke me understand stuffs.. and not only that.. david talks about working stuffs.. and francis will talk about life.. so is different kind of talks from them.. so nice right..

Anyway I still got lots to blog, but I will continue tomorrow.. more things abotu what i experience in work..

sign off@1:42 PM;