Wednesday, December 13, 2006
My lappy is dead again. I pretty sad actually because it is really hard pain you know? Now all I hope is that Cindy's father is able to help me through this time, if not I'm going to be so damn sad... its my critical FYP moment now, I need the laptop badly!!! And especially actually now I am planning to study and prepare all my UTs notes and do finish my FYP by Jan 2007, so when people are rushing, I am relaxing... but... a laptop dead = my sadness...
Next, yesterday he was told me that, during the test, when he saw my script, he knew I could do well... but I cried, and well.. thinking back about it.. I felt so dumb about it.. wahahhaa... *smack myself* anyway, well.. i'm so happy that my oscar and zoe did well too.. thou zoe i didnt help much, only taught her the multiplier.. but its cool that everybody did well =))) cool mans.. but i tell you... i hate my oscar!!! because she is so ARROGANT! still say i ARROGANT... KNSS!! *smack her*
Ok lah... seriously, I really dont know if I want to study my UT here at this computer sia.. this computer is so damn slow one lorhs... but if really no use.. I guess i have got no choice.. but to do it.. i cannot let my schedule fall behind... *pouts* well.. good thing is that because I just reformatted my computer, and therefore the things that I have inside actually was updated inside my external HDD... so.. this is not really that bad lahs... just that I couldnt do my work.. got so much plans already =((
Today, went back to ES.. wah.. the feeling is so weird.. is like.. its benn freaking long since I went back.. and actually the security guard.. actually said that its been a long time since she last saw me.. and i was thinking how long was it.. haha.. but well.. anyway the feeling is different already.. its no longer the same anymore... but well.. its good to get back and to chat =))
Wah.. pretty tired already.. and maybe its time for me to go bathe and then erhs.. maybe do some work liao... at least must clear finish my HR UT before i go thai.. so that I can clear econs UT when I come back..Labels: RP
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Monday, December 11, 2006
Hmm.. today is a GRRRR day..!!!
Dr. AL was online and he came and told me about UT grades... and somehow there were alot of times that make me feel that I am gettin B+ instead of A.. so somehow I was quite disappointed... but I went out with PY.. and actually though we chatted alot and I was distracted by it.. but at a moment, I remembered about everything again.. and I got quite down actually.. and I just keep telling myself that everything is ok.. I still got the last UT to get an A.. is ok.. but as I was walking home alone.. I was really scared... I was so scared that I couldnt accept the disappointment... because yesterday night I was having a dream that I see my grade I got B+ also.. so somehow.. with what AL said and my dreams.. make me really scared... and the following are what he said that makes me believe that I got B+...
- "[11:42:10 AM] ---- the happy secre: actually B+ not bad wat.."
- "[11:44:52 AM] ---- the happy secre: gotta to work harder then..[11:44:54 AM] ---- the happy secre: oops.."
- "[11:46:15 AM] ---- the happy secre: cohort standard very high.."
- "[11:49:02 AM] ---- the happy secre: the cutoff mark for an A was high..."
- "[11:50:33 AM] ---- the happy secre: so do you think you got 23 or above?"
So, totally believe in him that I got B+, and got really disappointed, and counted myself the marks that I might get and thinks that I couldnt get more than even 23 marks... because there is 1 part which was 5marks that I couldnt do.. and therefore, I thought I was left with 25 marks with only 2 marks of error that I can make.. BUT!!!
EVERYTHING WAS A BLUFF!!! I make it through again!!! I got it once again!!! Well, I am the lowest A actually... I scored 23 out of 30... I make it through just nice... and the question that I thought I couldnt do it.. I score 7 out of 10... and my best topic I score 9 out of 10... and the not so sure question.. I score 7... and.. everything added up to 23!!! Yipppeee... I was really jumping...
My mum asked me to carry baby to see how 'heavy' after dinner.. and I was so happy that.. I just jumped and shouted baby!!! comee... and I just carry him up sooo happily... it been pretty long ever since I felt so happy that something really paid off with the amount of effort that I put in.... BUT well.. after being so happy.. I really feel like killing 1 person!!! and thats DR AL!!!...
OK la.. enough of all the killing and happiness... with this grade of mine... as what I promised myself before.. if I were to get an A for this UT.. I will do all I can do get the last A.. to do what I thought was impossible for me and which is to score 3 As in UT... actually I have already make the impossible possible, which is to score 2A.. and now is the challenge.. to score another A.. and to make my module an A... this will be my aim... my resolution for the new year..
With the instrinsic motivation of myself... and together with 2 treats from 2 very nice people... which makes up my extrinsic motivation.. =)) Hee.. 1 is going to treat me good icecream and another 1 is going to bring me out... so.. well.. next year, 2007... I am going to do well!!! SO well that I have never done before... =)))
p/s: I think I am going to be name as arrogant from my dearrr sesame gang again.. which I hope not.. if not im going to be so upset.. =((((
Labels: RP
sign off@11:07 PM;
Friday, December 8, 2006
OK. Since now I got nothing to do and there is no one online I shall do blogging to let the time passed.. now waiting for 3.30pm to let those noisy bunch of people to meet up and then the quiet and guai kelly and I will leave RP.. and to meet them.. hee.. =x
Just met Faz about RP Netball. Ok, I guess now is already confirm that I'm out of netball already I guess. I mean not playing for RP Netbal team... since like it is at NTU and the week asfter is my badminton competition, and also my submission of my FYP.. which means that, there is not enough time for me to finish off my project and netball.. sorry faz.. and the team..
Alright, just found something to do.. and that is playing X-box in school.. hahaha.. thats very lame of us huh.. but bo bian.. dun feel like going back to the east.. and then go vivo.. its so troublesome mans... booo... =pLabels: RP
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Saturday, December 2, 2006
Got the feeling to blog again. Just back from school from badminton training. Quite tired now. My poor arm is really giving me slight problem =(( It been a week since I last injured it. But thankfully it does not hurt all the time, but only when I exert too much force, so it is still ok.
Well, just read my darling oscar blog, and maybe I should do a reflection of my RP life throughout these 3 years in RP.
My very first year in RP, April 2004. Reason that I got into this school, partly also because of Kelly and also cause of my lousy result that actually I couldnt get into any business courses and because I could not get into SP therefore I had got into here.
Before even going for orientation, I did some research on the school and knew Carl in IRC. And because of him, and what Mr teo said, finally I persuaded Kelly to go orientation with me. During the orientation camp, I knew quite a few people, but actually now I am talking to any of them, except for Mel because she is my classmate now.
And so, how was my 1st semester in RP was like? It was really a new system, and so need time to get used, and because I hate to socialise, at the start didnt really have friends. BUT, weisheng, was my very first friend in my class. It was like because he sat behind me, and he saw something on my screen or something, and he started talking to me and so that was how we started become friend. Anyway, during this semester, I kept going back to ES after school, rushing back there and have dinner and have fun and so on together with tong,sai,chan,idiot,gua,porn and obviously, mr teo. So going to RP and then back to ES was my normal routine. And I wont forget actually after the 1st term break, the very 1st day of school, I cried badly in class. BECAUSE I just miss ES so much!!! But after that term break, actually I knew quite a few more friends in class, and they are Nana, Shireen, Rach, and many more. And actually, Nana is the only one that I am still in touch with. Although we spend time togetehr at chalet, but maybe I just sucks in keeping friends and so slowly as time goes by, it become distance.
Anyway, so how was my 2nd semester? Well, this semester was the same old people. At first we thought we will separate and therefore we had the chalet, but in the end we didnt split. And I think nothing much to mention for this semester, but still I was missing ES alot alot alot.. and actually during my semester brreak, I wnated to work, but having ES being the only barrier that stop me from working, but I am glad I got mr teo, because he told me you wont know what will happen in future, and so cherish theem now and you can work anytime, and he told me his JC story.. and so I didnt really work during my hols. And I am very glad I made this move because is like what he mentioned anything can just happen. But during this semester, I knew 3 fac and was rather close with them and they are Jessica, Wallace & David, but sad enough none of them I am actually talking to already.
Year 2 Sem 1. This semester, I was close to Ron, YY, YQ, INU, Ivan, Henry, Kenneth Lim, Martin, Nana. This semester took me about 6 weeks I think then I become close to Ron they all. These friends was much better, in terms of the time I spend with time. I actually was really close with them for the whole year. Even spend new year eve & christmas day with them. But again, things were different now.
Sem 2 was worse! I am not close to any of them. OR rather in the way that none of them I went out with them and things like that. BUT, I know a great fac! And she is hannah! Been close-in-msn with her till now and still going on. Hehe.. And because of her I know lydia, tings & linda. Actually tings was my year 1 faci, but didnt quite like her or wasnt even close with her at all during my year 1 time.. but because of hannah.. i know her. And actually I hope that I will be close with them for long... =))
Year 3. Because of hannah, nana and i got closer and so we did fyp together. I am glad to have such a great partner actually. But sad to say, my year 3 sem 1 life is the most terrible time I have in RP. I am 'moving'students. And because I am not a socialable person, I do not have any friends at all! And I hated to go school. And my grade is the worst grade ever in RP. All along having 3.0 for my grade, this is the only sem that pull my grade down to 2.98. And this year after something.. actually I stop going back to ES already. So my life was quite boring, but lucky that I ave livewire and so things are not so bad.
But year 3 sem 2, is the best ever sem that I have. I have great friends and great facis. But it took me about 4 to 5 weeks then I know my sesame gang. My first friend in this class was Mich actually.. but didnt really crap with her so much also, but because I know Sheryl, and therefore slowly I got to know miss ong, claire, got closer to amy, mich, christine & addison.. then because of that I actually love coming to school.. I am just soooo motivated to go to school.. initially i didnt like to go school, and I keep misisng school so much and also almost drop business finance.. but I am glad i didnt manage to because I know pat pat more and enjoy her classes too.. =))) Anyway, that is the reason why, I love my oscar sooooooo muchhhh.. she is the pillar for my year 3 sem 2.. hee... and michie is alos very nice too.. haha.. because she will always show that kind of bth face when i do smuthing dirty.. wahaha.. and i love disturbing her too.. =x BUT they lvoe to disturb me with my arrogant & fishmonger =( And I am really sad when they say me =((( boohoo.. =(((
But well.. this sem is coming to an end soon.. I hope this group of friends will not be the same like teh previous classmates that I have that actually come to an end after the year end.. I really hope to have another circle of friends other than my livewirerss & my es buddss... and also, I hope that hannah, lydia, tings, alex, pat pat, carrie will not be like wallace, jessica or david that i actually lost contact already...
I love my time esepcially this sem.. i want it to be like this forever... =))
Dear Sesame Gang, Hannah, dajie, Evil bear, Pat, (though most of you dont have my blog)
I love all of you. Thanks for being there for me at times when i'm down. And spending great time with me in msn or outside. Thanks! =))Labels: RP, Sesame
sign off@6:56 PM;
1st December...
OK, its been half a month since I last blogged. While I am waiting for my hair to dry, I shall do some updates right here. =))
First of all, I am in real pain again. My stupid wisdom tooth is causing me problem again. I guess this is the 3rd time already? And the 1st was last year december too? I extracted my left tooth, and I am really glad about it, but well, the right is back again which is really painful. =( *pouts* Hmm.. I think I'm going to eat the painkiller later on and go to sleep as I am going to have training in another 12hours time..
Anyway, have I mention about going out with my sesame gang? disturbing faci? and so on? maybe not... i will upload some photos to laugh at.. those are really funny photos.. do not drink or eat when looking at it.. haha.. =x Well, I love my gang.. they are really great people.. although i have been said to be arrogant so many times, and being fishmonger, i still love them.. even if is real, i know deep inside their heart, they LOVE ME! =)
Ok, why am i arrogant? why am i fishmonger? Well, because of my personal message... heehee.. my grades been improving actually.. and so because when you get good result, you will always wnat to have good results and therefore i just put there in my PM.. and my daring oscar said im arrogant.. and because A = Arrogant... i got that adjective =((( BUT.. nvm.. at least I can be arrogant in my RP life.. wahahhaa.. =p (gg to be killed)
Anyway, serious matter... my result been improving slowly... and this is the first time that actually want to really score well.. as in really fight for the grade that I want.. and knowing that it is possible... and since this is the last sem, i dont want to give up and i want to strive really hard... i know i am able to do it..
OK... anyway... 2 more weekdays i will be freee... it will be my holiday.. although it is rather short.. but still...it is going to be a good break for me.. especially the thailand trip... yippee hoorrayyy.... but on the other hand... i dont want to be so fast... because i know.. the moment school reopen in 2007, my days in RP will be gone very fast... before i can realise it, it will be over... its only another 1month 2 weeks in RP once school reopen... =((( this is the 1st time that I really enjoy studying... i love studying... i love RP.. the fun, the grade, the result, the process everything is good!!!! im feeling GREAT! =)))
Oh well.. whatever... just cherish the time that i have in RP then.. and my sesame gang... my evil bear, bunny, ah lian (this year).. and my devilangel, dajie, tingss... these are the people who one way or other had stepped into my life in my academic moments.. and not forgetting.. lokey, fazzi, nelle.. who been with me in my sports life in rp... well obviously.. still have friends.. like my best fyp partner, nana.. and so on andn on..
Ok.. quite tired already.. think i will sleep liao. but before that... photo time.. =))
sign off@12:02 AM;
TA-DAAARR... This is my macro econs faci... alex the evil bear! But I must say 1 thing, though evil, but he is really caring and very faithful to his wife.. hahaha.. and not only that... he is one of the fac that can actually make me enjoy lesson.. (maybe because i can disturb him together with my gang)
Hoii... hoiii... hoii... look here.. this is ELMO & OSCAR!!! =)) My loveable OSCAR!!! Hee.. the one that make me realise that actually E26E is actually a very fun class =)) I love her lottttssss!!!
Nexxttt... will be... obviously my gang!!! Heee... the 7 characters in Sesame street... hee hee.. We have Big Bird, Ernie, Bernie, Oscar, Zoe, Cookie Monster and most importantly, the most important, cute, nice, pretty, good-hearted, genius, dilligent.... .... .... *drum rolll*... ME.. ELMO!!
OK! My dear oscar doesnt like me.. and so she recruited a pet.. and.. that is... Slimy... the wormm... boohooo... hahah.. we short of big bird here.. actually.. that big bird.. toooo heavy to come school lah.. =x oooppps...
OK!!!... Well... before I end this entry... obviously... I will end witth my darling OSCAR.. heeesss... =))) =p
Labels: RP, Sesame
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