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Monday, April 23, 2007

Hmm, since I cant sleep now, I shall do a little entry here..

I think I really cannot watch the 10pm show, it is like everytime I will feel so sleepy from 9pm to 1030pm and then after the show I dont feel tired at all.. =((

Anyway, today I did a miracle. At around 12pm like that I check my volume, and I hit 70!!! hahaha!! I was shocked lah, because I didnt expect to hit so mucha ctually. After that I think I hit around 130... hehe.. surprisedd... now then realised actually it is not impossible lorhs... is just depends on myself.. on how much I want it..

So back to what I really want to blog.. "how much do you really want it?" Nothing is really impossible, it really depends on how much you desire for it and how much effort you are going to put in..

Is like Econs, you want it so badly, and the amount of effort you put in... and you get what you want.. isnt it good? =))

Well, tomorrow is the day, somehow getting slightly anxious already and have been thinking about it since morning.. well, just hope everything will be over soon.. and me doing my best and with the mind "this is something i wnat".. i guess things will be fine...

Ok.. go through it with no regrets... whatever the outcome is going to be like, just go in with your 120%! You want it, you get it!

proactiveness.initiative.outspoken.confident.calm.daring.

Labels: Nokia

sign off@11:13 PM;

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Just back home after meeting pig, ke ai & meinu. Nice day, because i miss them so much!

Actually today I soooo dont feel like going out, but then because of my O level cert, I have got no choice but really force myself to bathe and get my butts out of the house. It took me since twelve to around 5pm then I get my butts out of the house. haha..

I was like thinking maybe I should go and meet her at JP tomorrow, but thinking though it is near my office but from JP to my home is like crazy! And not sure if I am going to have OT or not, therefore I have got no choice, but really get my butts out of my house at around 5pm.

When I was reaching, then pig sms me said ke ai ask if want to meet today, and so we said yes. BUT I was like at Bugis at 6pm and so I need to spend about 2 hours then can meet them.. I went to arcade to play for awhile, then went to Kinokuniya to read books and then went to shop at the "BHG"?? Ooppss.. I forget what it stands for already.. is it "Be here for good things??" whatever it is... Finally its like 1hour!!!

7pm I wnet down to find pig again.. then I went to cold storage to shop for about 15mins? Then finally I decided I should just sit down and wait for her.. and therefore I sat down and play my worms till 8pm..

After that, both of us went to eat and waited for them to come.. then finally ke ai came after so long after she reached.. haha.. then we went to starbucks.. talk and talk and suddenly my meinu came.. then sat there and nua and talk until around 10++ then we went back..

Hmm.. realised that it been quite sometimes since we last met?? It should be around 2 weeks ago? I miss them so much.. =(( but glad to see them today.. hehe.. its like didnt expect to meet up, and its so last minute lors.. but still its cool.. hehe.. (anyway, i dont miss pig lah) hehe.. kidding mans...

Anyway ke ai really hen nice lah.. cause was like i was just telling her i missed her.. then i asked her why suddenly meet up then she said cause i say never meet up.. haha.. so sweet lorss.. =x

Ok lah.. seriously, I really siang them lors.. hehe.. but sad enough.. tomorrow is DAY 1.. hehe =x anyway I think only pig got the rights to disturb because I am working tomorrow also.. haha

And I dont want day 2 to come.. sighs... I might feel the slight fear now, but i know when the day is near, I will feel even more nervous and fear.. now i only hope i can be as calm, confident and daring like how I was during my FYP 2 presentation, where I know I did my best during the presentation, even I didnt get the grade I expected, but I know I did my best and there is no regrets.

Just hope the same thing will happen on me on Tuesday, where I will go through the interview with no regrets, be it the result is positive or not.. making sure that I did my very best, showing my true self, and be confident and outspoken during the whole thing.. showing them that I am one of the best candidate to be in SMU.. and well, there is nothing much to fear i supposed... :s

Like what I have blog in wordpress, I must do my best for this interview, not just for myself, but for my dad.. because studying in SMU will definately have lesser financial burden on him then I study in TMC or SIM... because SMU I still can use CPF which he needs not get cash for me to study, and at least I will return him the money once I start working... because he wont want to take my money when i work.. so is like indirectly i am still paying my own school fees. so maybe i will be more sensible?? haha.. just hope i can get in SMU bahs..

Well, anyway thanks for all the well wishes.. and also advices.. relaly hope i can do well, and go through it with no regrets.. (haha.. as if i am going for the interview tomorrow.)

For myself, my dad and everyone...

Anyway, meinu, ke ai & pig.. i miss you all.. =)

sign off@11:35 PM;

Since I am at it, I shall continue blogging.. this entry is about my working place and working stuffs...

Haha!! This is my pass! But stupid lahs, dont know why hors, my name become yun wong.. boo! =(( And this photo, I really look fat hors!

Haha!! The following photos are the mistakes that I have made during work that day!! I was doing for Indonesia, and the system, by default, the currency is in USD, and most of the invoices are in IDR, and so it is like, I keep forgetting to change USD to IDR, so I paste a post-it there to remind me, BUT NO USE!!!
SEE? NO CHANGES to the currency!!!
HAHA!! Thats me!!! WHAT HAPPEN? Because I was during OT, and the lightings are very glaring, and is like it is directly to my eyes, and therefore it was vey painful and so I did this to prevent the light to shine directly to my eyes! AHAHA!!

Yum!!! This icecream was given to all of us by Boss! Thanks manS!! She gave us this because we bought her a birthday present.. The ice cream is really nice oK!! I think it is quite expensive also because you look at the packaging! It is soooo classy lorhs!!!

Ok, I think thats all for this.. haha!! Anyway, it is like I am working like going to be 2 months alresdy!! Thats pretty fast isnt it? LOL!! I shall see if they still want me if not, I will be unemployed for about 3months! Haha!!!

Labels: Nokia

sign off@12:25 AM;

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Hmm.. I think I was kind of late in blogging the following because.. its already 1 week gone.. oops! hahaha... I shall do a little blogging about my last week!

On the 9th April, I went out with 3 idiotic person. They are Pooh, Kelly & Pig. As usual, pooh is always the early one. Be it in FYP meeting, or whater, pooh will always be earlier than. =X BUT, as usual, PIG is always LATER than me!!! She always make me WAIT for HER!!!

Anyway, Kelly was late therefore the 3 of us went first. We went to look for places to eat, and well at least decided on Terra Cafe, but in the end, we didnt and we went to V8 to eat. Quite costly cause the serving is small BUT its very filling! After that we went to TCC to get some drinks. We were kind of tired lah.. and then once again, wanted to take cab from Bugis but we took train back and took a cab home again.

9th April pictures get from Pig.. ((http://www.piggypigps.blogspot.com))

Tuesday (10th April), it was a Sakae treat from David. He promised us that he wil treat us if we were to do OT before NSN period. And so we finally settle and says on Tuesday we will go and eat. Well, chatted alot and learn quite alot of things from David. And yeah, quite a nice guy though naggy! Hahaha! And yes, Cheryl has really shown her true face!! She REALLY EAT ALOT!!! Dont judge her by her size!!!

Wednesday (11th) and Thursday (12th) was the day that I do OT.. because of NSN, so there are alot of clearing of invoices therefore no choice and also because Tuesday went to eat, and Dav said, "tml OT ah" then so we stayed and did OT.. haha..

Next outing was on the 13th(Frida).. that was the day my dearest sesame gang met up together eversince the last day of school..

It was really great to see all of them... the laughters, gossips, that we always have in class.. haha.. and as usual, took alot of pictures, and I was known for doing "stunts!!!" (thanks oscar for that)

Well, that day was really bad.. I think I spoilt the day.. but I am glad that the girls didnt blame me (I hope)... That week was the 1st week that I didnt reach home before 10pm.. because of all the OTs and going out.. and therefore on Friday, I was so tired that I really dont feel like talking, but I tried to join in the fun on and off.. but at around 10+++ I was really feeling like dying already.. sorry guys, but well, Claire, I will try to be there and also make sure the same thing wont happen =))

Pictures for 13th April, visit my oscar blog, ((http://oscar-the-ryl.blogspot.com))

So, these are the entries for my last week.. anyway, yeah this is the 1st week that I didnt meet pig at all!! HAHAHA!! But I need to meet her soon because I need to take my O level cert from her because SMU needs it. So is either tomorrow I will visit her at her workplace or meet her up on 24th..

Anyway, there is one outing that I didnt blog also.. and that is.. the buddies outing.. hehe.. hope I dont forget.. lolx...

I think we met up during one of the saturday.. and it was on the saturday that I have OT... it was pretty long since we met up and it was the time when Panda came back from Indo.. and is like she is going back there.. therefore we met up... it was a nice one because we really chatted alot and have lots of rubbish as usual lah.. then lots of photo taking also.. but this time I need to blog them.. because dont have people blog about it I think.. hahaa =x Kind of miss them lah...

sign off@11:37 PM;

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Been working and back home quite late these days. Feeling really tired that I didnt blog. But there is something that I wanted to blog.

On Tuesday, as I was working OT, my phone rang with a weird number. I picked up and this is how it goes.

"Hi, may I speak to yunru?"

"Yes."

"I am calling from SMU, you have been shortlisted for the interview for Information System Mgmt. The interview is on next tuesday, 24th, at 2pm at SMU near dhoby gaut mrt"

And the conversation goes on...

Well, I not very sure the feeling after I hang the phone.

I dont really know how to describe this feeling, I am having mixed feeling. I am glad that at least I am getting the chance and I guess it was because of the activeness in RP that make me have this chance. But on the other hand, I somehow feel upset but dont know the reason yet.

Well, forget it, i will just do my best during the interview. Just hope that I have more chance and have to make decision, rather than having decision to choose me.

sign off@8:53 PM;

Saturday, April 14, 2007

你最近不说话
怎么了为什么
是不是有什么事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

This song when meinu first intro this song to me, the lyrics hits me hard and is like I kept listening to the song. I really love this song, but slowly the feeling wasnt really that strong already.

BUT, recently hors, this song came back again. First was because pig wrote this as personal mesasge. And after that a few days later, david my IC, was like looking for this song. He didnt really know the song title, but after that he found and because I brought my HDD so I kept listening to it and also I send him the ringtone.

Just not sure why this song just got fate with me. Haha! It will never be gone.

sign off@9:28 PM;

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Feel like blogging now, but then again, not very sure if I will complete this entry..

WOrking
Before NSN, it was OT & OT & OT to complete before the start of NSN. After the start of NSN is also the smae, because to post & park the stuffs as fast as possible for them to process. Therefore, being in Nokia for a month, it was quite a hectic one. Well, the fun and enjoyment that I get from Nokia can actually cover everything. Not only that the "compensation" is enough to satisfy my needs and which is to claim a cab back home if I work late.

Well, the colleagues in Nokia are fun and nice people, therefore somehow I dont regret working in there. Furthermore, I have got nothing better to do during this period of them. And so I am glad that I have actually enjoyed myself and making myself useful for amonth =)) *clap fo myself*

But bad thing is that, because working there for a month already, no more being treated as a "newcomer". Dav today said that we should start targetting to park/post 100 invoices in a day. 7 working hours, 100 invoices means for 1 hour, I roughly have to complete around 14 to 16 invoices. Well, sometimes is possible, sometimes is not... for yesterday I did around 50 invoices in about 3 to 4 hours I think but because it was all the same vendor..

One pissed off thing that happen today is the hundreds of mistake that I made today.. I parked 5 wrong invoices (good thing is that i spotted that mistake myself) and secondly because being too complacent in what I have done, I practically allows my subconsious mind to do the workk... till the extent that assuming the invoices naming is about the same!!!

Therefore not only able to rush my work, I turn out actually waste more time.. and after checking and correcting, somehow or rather, I become very conscious and did every one invoice too slowly.. and I really think I didnt hit target today also..

Well, just hope that tomorrow I can do more..

Anyway, here for now lahs.. because I really tired already.. and tomorrow I am still working.. I will continue during weekends about the outing that I have for this whole week..

Labels: Nokia

sign off@11:42 PM;

Saturday, April 7, 2007

PEOPLE!! KNOW WHAT!? Today my nephew came over my house, and I was reading my blog and so he saw that dark dark me.. and guess what is his 1st reaction?

"KOR KOR!!!!!" He pointed at that picture and shouted "KOR KOR"!!!!

I was like OH MANS!!! And I knew one thing, KIDS DONT LIE!!! I was really looking and thinking hey! I really look like a guy!?? And I asked my nephew again, this is not ah yi mehs? Is kor kor ah? HE SAID YES!!! OH MY TIAN!!!

After that, alex msn me and said, "yunru didi"... oh no mans!! This is crappy.. and next cynthia told me to keep long hair.... and my tagboard... people say I look like Eddy!?

OH No!!! I'm a boy and a girl mans.. hahaha =p

sign off@9:47 PM;

I decided to have this entry, because pig put "zui jin" lyrics on her PM and that song reminds me of KW.

I mentioned to many people before about KW. But the thing is till now I still cannot figure out the feeling. But I guess we will never work out. But this is what happens..

I still remember the 1st year after we graduated, we never meet or see each other before, but on this faithful day, which was 1808, I saw him. That day was my birthday, when I saw him I was happy, my morning irritation was gone after seeing him, and I yearn for him to wish me happy birthday. But everything didnt happen. And I started to question myself, why do I even feel sad when that happens when everything was already over for a year plus. Well, slowly I forgot about it..

Last year, 1808, he smsed me and wish me "happy birthday". I was kind of shocked when I realise that it was him. And it was last year, that he ask me again, and I rejected him due to some reason.

Anyway, it is like so funny, everytime I listen to "Zui Jin" I will just think of him.. especially this part.. "你想要的我却不能够给你我全部, 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的". It is like I know he tried really hard last time to make things work out, but I guess I was still childish and immature that I yearn for something else.

But I still can remember quite a few things.. there was this time when I was nervous about my competition, and he did a card for me and a powerpoint slides for me to tell me how to calm myself. He reached school very early, and i think someone told him to walk to school with me, he ran to my house, but I already walk the other side. When we broke off, I asked him to go watch my match, and he went and watch silently and accompany me to walk home. The time when I started to feel isnt right, we alight the wrong stop, and he hold my hands for the 1st time and my heart melted. We went to ECP and we cycled, and I fell down and he help me to clean my wound.

Oh well, everything is in the past already. No point thinking about it. And I guess after this entry no more thinking about it anymore, plus it is like I have never really think carefully what is this feeling called? Is this just a crush or is it really love? If its love, I should be feeling something really deep? But I didnt I guess. And if it is crush, why is it always it will be in my mind? But whatever it is, things will never work out again so just leave it back in the back of my mind.

sign off@2:21 AM;

Friday, April 6, 2007

Hmm.. like I said, I took that picture frm yq's blog.. and I was telling my fren how I got this picture.. and i went to find the archives again... and reading through her enties.. and realise somehow I miss those days...

Those were the days that we had fun.. christmas and new year we were spending together.. having fun.. thinking about it.. maybe they are the 1st ones that i really spend together during these occassions...

One of the occasion we spend at ECP another one was at my house... but after these 2.. we never really go out anymore.. of cus due to some reasons? haha.. dont know..

sign off@2:49 PM;

HEHE!!! I found this photo at yq's blog.. and I love it soooo much.. I miss my dark skin.. and I realise something about this photo is that... I can actually help Darlie to make advertisement!!! Look at my teeth!! Its sooo shiny white!!!

I look nice in this photo mans!! I love it!!!

This photo was taken on the 31st of 2005.. We went to ECP and had fun and reason for me being so dark was because I just came back from my 9 days OBS camp which I had kayak for 3days consec around Singapore... from Ubin to Pasir Ris, to changi, to sebawang to causeway to Ubin back..

sign off@2:01 PM;