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Monday, March 26, 2007

Hmms.. how many more days then I really breakdown? Haha. -shrugs- almost just now but didnt.. waiting for my hair to dry and I shall sleep then..

Tomorrow, I really gotta to work till 12am?? Thats what I told boss, and will I really have to? haha =x and no matter what I need to go to work, even if i really fall sick tomorrow.. haha.. because i promised boss...

so bear with it and endure it!!

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Arggghhh!!! Save me!!!I'm tired mans!!! Today is the 8th day.. haha... 4 more days to go.. boo!!!

Jiayou!! You gotta really jiayou mans!!! Endure for this week, I'm sure that after this you wont suffer so much!!! Cummon.. you can do it.. This is the life of a working person.. so bear with it and learn..

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Sunday, March 25, 2007

Ok, as I mentioned earlier on, my blog was spoilt.. they couldnt publish all my entries when I blog therefore I used a blogger template previously. But well, due to work, everyday back home I was tired and this weekend was spent at NOKIA therefore decided to find a simple plain template from blogskin and used it. So well, I modified abit and used it now.

Alright, this week was really hectic. This whole week I have been going back to work. It is like so tiring mans. ALthough is like the hours are not that long but still it was really tiring.

Tomorrow, might have OT again because the cut-off is really coming really near and therefore have to rush abit? =((

Well, yesterday after work went to find panda they all, once again had a great day. Chat alot and crap alot. It was a good session after a tiring day at work.

Today went back to work again. YAWNS. Just had to pray that tomorrow wont have OT or even if have also not too long.

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Haha.. I'm here blogging in the office because I have nothing to do!! LOL! Reason being is because for these 4 days there is something wrong with all the invoices. All the new invoices cannot come into the system. So I have been doing really few stuffs during these days.

BUT one damn bad news is that they are working on a new plan to make those new invoices to come in and because next week is the cut-off date therefore all the new invoices must be cleared and cause of that if they managed to get those new invoices means I AM WORKING TOMORROW!!!

Tomorrow night having dinner with panda they all, I wonder if I am working will I be able to meet them for dinner because 4days invoices I think is no joke!!! =((( Just praying that it wont be that bad because Monday I also cant do OT as I will be going to SIM to apply so I cant stay too late in office also.

I'm really tired very tired. Very sleepy. This week is the first week that I am working the full week. And is really tiring mans. For the 1st week, I only work 2 days so it isnt that bad, then 2nd week I got a break on Tuesday so it was still alright.. but this is the 3rd week and I'm working full week and so yesterday it was really crazy.. I was really soo damn tired mans!!! But for my future, I shall just bear with it and like I said, earn as much as I can so at least I can lessen my dad's burden for my university studies.

It is really bad to see that I'm going to use his CPF money.. and so I shall try to earn as much as I can now so that he dont have to really fork out all the money for my studies.

Actually, I really want to study TMC becasue it is like the duration for the degree is rather short and is like I can choose to go over to Aussie to study!! Thats is what I always been hoping to do eversince I went Melbourne that time. But there is a few thing that is stopping me, the cost of this isnt really that small, I not sure if Deakin University is regconized or not.

But well, I shall let God to show me the path. If SIM were not to accept me than I will apply TMC. But seriously, I dont know if God is already showing me the path by reminding me about TMC. The day when meinu told me about TMC, about her studyin parttime and going to Aus to study makes me really interested and then I found a course in TMC, and that guy from TMC really makes it rather interesting and I was kind of attracted to it already, especially the part that I am able to choose to go over to Aussie to study!!! Thats my DREAM!!! Then after awhile all the studies issue I put it behind and started working at NOKIA, and that day when pig told me about
SIM, then when she tried to apply and so many things happen and TMC appeared into my mind again and I talked to meinu again about it.. really dont know if I should really just go ahead with TMC together with SIM. Well, see how first bahs.

I'm really sians now mans. Haish nothing to do at all. Boo! Go off le bahs.. come back later..

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sign off@10:55 AM;

Sorry. Blog is spoilt so I am using a template 1st and when I'm free I will change it. So for the time being no tagboard. =X

And.. I am going to work soon! Booo!

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Friday, March 23, 2007

HAHAHA!!! Know what? I am really working tomorrow.. YES! A Saturday morning I will be at NOKIA office and working!

Well, good thing is that I will be able to claim for my transport therefore we decided to reach office by 10am so that we can try to clear as much work as possible and so that I wont have to go back on a Sunday morning.

If let says I am unable to complete the work by tomorrow then I will be working on SUNDAY! Yes, SUNDAY!!! And know what? If I were to work for Sunday, I not only work consec for a week but TWO WEEKS! THIRTEEN DAYS!!!

Argghhhh!!! I am not complaining because I dont want to work, just that I am pretty tired only. But well, this is working life isnt it? Just got to bear with it lors. But I think I today also win liao lah, I go and tell david that I dont want to work because I want to sleep! Hahaha!! =x

But was pretty sian lah, cause he came in then said, "Ming tian.. ke yi work mahs?" then he think again and said, "or rather, ming tian.. yao cum back work" then I just nodded my head lors, then he asked clarrie, then clarrie says work tomorrow but not sunday.. then later vincent turn, then cheryl turn.. then started all the rubbish with him.. like ask him to treat and dating and stuffs.. but no matter what still, MING TIAN I GOTTA WORK!!!

But really got a bu xiang de yu gan.. because its like HK not much work left le, cause cheryl & i complete a few lers.. the thing that we are worried is AU lorsh.. cause is like AU alot of stuffs lah, and we do quite slowly because we are unsure.. -sigh-

Suan le lah, work for money lors.. thats the purpose isnt it? So ok lah.. shall enjoy myself more now then see how lors.. *yawnss*

Tml in office then update my previous entry as I forgot to type in blogger..

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Saturday, March 17, 2007

This entry, I thnk only pig and kelly will understand.. Maybe Kelly had forgotten about it, but I guess pig will know..

Pig just told me about her decision to study, then I realised about SIM deadline is 31st march, which means I cannot delay my decision again. I need to decide now on what I really want to do.

I know before I started working, I know that I wanted to study. And I thought just try applying all the local university and then see how. But SIM and the rest of the private schools deadline is way before the outcome of local university, I guess I need to think through my decision now.

There is 2 possibilities that is going to happen.

1. I will wait for the outcome of the local university and not applying to SIM. If local university is to reject me then I will have to wait for a year then I will study. By doing this, I will have more money because I am working too at the same time, I can be more clear of what I want to do. BUT, the bad thing about this is that I will lose the momentum of studying, and I might not want to continue to study already.

2. I will wait for the outcome of the university, and at the same time apply to SIM. If any were to accept me or if both accept me then I will just reject what I dont want. Good thing is that at least I know I will be studying this year. BAD thing is that I am wasting money and not just that, I do not have enough time to earn money and pay the fees. And I might not be able to pay the school feeS?

Regarding to the 2nd point is what it is saddening me. Thinking about it again, makes me reallt want to cry again. Deep inside my heart, it really hurts alot. It is like I need not need to go through all these if only HE will stop all these nonsense! I do not know how to tell my mum or my sis of how I feel about the whole damn thing.

Initally, I do not care at all because I wasnt really involved at all. BUT recently I was involved and it now concerns to my future!!! And it is like especially that day when I told my sis my plan, she said this, "my bank now only 2k lers.. cannot gong you go study, maybe only 1 year? haha"

WILL THIS SHIT EVER HAPPEN IF HE WERE TO STOP THIS SHIT LONG AGO!!! Or if other people were to help also!?

Thinking of the other part is that, maybe if I were to study hard and make sure I get a place in local university will also solve the whole thing? But well this is already too late..

But I really hate the feeling! Especially when I was thinking how to tell my mom about my decision? Saying I want to try apply to SIM? And if I were to get in, I will need a lump sum of money? And HE must stop his nonsense@!!I really dont know.. its really very painful when this issue keeps repeating in my mind..

Can I really study this year? Will I solve this obstacle in my heart? Can I really say out to them about how I really feel and how painful it was? Whats my decision now? 2 days to think about it and to solve it...

I really hate HIM sometimes.. WHY WHY WHY!!!???

sign off@1:01 AM;

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Alright.. 3 years had passed.. and now I am officially not a student of RP but an alumini for now..

Had a great day at graduation day!!! Not talking about the stupid robe that I wear, or the stupid time when I went up the stage to get the cert. Instead was the photo session again..

Well, TRCC was really small and therefore the moment I am out of the auditorium, I saw my meinu & tings.. and as I walked furtherdown, I saw my chiobu. This was the 1st sarbotage! I was happily talking to her togetehr with PIG and then my this wonderful and irritating meinu came over and told chiobu that I wanted to take photo with her. Well, I replied, "why did you tell her, I want to tell myself.. haha" but fine, I took the individual picture with her 1st because my ke ai de was eating happily..

So chatted with chiobu abit then she went off, then cause PIG was with her Bestiez so I went over to talk to my meinu and ke ai. Then talking for abit, I saw my MIS faci!!!! Grrrr... thats the 1st horror for the day!!! Hahaha!! OK lah, I dont be so mean lah, she is quite a nice fac AT TIMES.. and she is friendly maybe just the generation gap bahs.. and over friendly? -shrugs-

After awhile, Carrie joined us in the talk together with Linda.. then Carrie started to laugh at me about me going up the stage.. wah piangs ehhh.. so paiseh cann.. she said that I cant wait to go down the stage.. =X grrr!!!!

So after that, PIG, meinu, ke ai de and I took pictures together.. quite sad lah.. cause the pictures wasnt really that nice.. cause of the lightings.. than later on I asked chiobu over. and so we took also.. hee!! I like that picture alot, although the lighting also abit bad, but still I like it alot! =))

So after that, PIG and I went to find her pretty lady and I was looking for dajie.. and hee hee.. they are together.. so we took pictures with them too.. but sad enough.. all my pictures with dajie was quite blurred!!! =((( ahhH!!! so sad can!! Then meinu & ke ai came over.. so took together also.. then I told meinu that.. now only short of 1 person and I will win.. well.. dont know when.. that WONDERFUL AND IRRITATING meinu did her stunts by finding chiiobu!!!

Sarbo No. 2.. so I was really sooooo paiseh that i really squat down and keep laughing.. I was really very paiseh.. cause I asked her to take pcitures for 3 times can!!! Then if I am not wrong I think i heard chiobu said, "i came to save you" or something.. it was really grr.. paisehhh...!!!

Well, I think although the whole situation was kinda of embarrasing for me... But well, afterall I must say that she did help me lah.. ahha.. because is like maybe the 3rd photo, I will really not dare to ask ms cheong over already.. =x But well.. so though paiseh.. but meinu intention was good.. hee!! =X *muacks* =x

Ok.. so overall took really alot of pictures can.. cause after that.. pig bestiex took at the green grasss there.. then we took at E3 also.. and meinu n ke ai came down too.. then took more..

After that ke ai send me home.. then i asked her if got dinner not.. then we go bbting.. hee!! So shiok can.. so long no bbt liao lors.. then eat until shiok.. then i went home lers.. den enjoy all the wonderful picturess.. wahhhh.. coool.. hahaha =XX

Also is like, pig so nice can.. make badge for us can.. awww.. love si her le can.. hahaha =X

But well.. didnt get a pic with sesame.. only managed to get a few people le.. the rest dont know go where..

Anyway.. quite tired mans.. today is my 5th day at work.. slowly getting used already.. but everyday got fear 1 can.. cause like must do their stuffs.. and had a meeting.. and it looks like I wont have a good week ahead.. because of NIS.. so guess many stuffs to do? -shrugs-

sign off@6:50 PM;

Sunday, March 11, 2007

So now because I am working already, I doesnt have much time to complete the "stuffs" for the 3 facis... Before I started working, I everyday did bit by bit.. though it is like near to completion, but there is still about 30% more to go? Therefore after I finish this entry, I guess I have to finish it up.. if not by 13th March, I cant pass it to them..

Tomorrow is Monday, the day of my work again.. although Tuesday I need not to work, but I felt really sians because after tomorrow, I wont have anymore breaks.. I need to really work from Mon to Fri.. no more like this week when I only work for 2 days? And next week only for 4days with a break on Tuesday..

Oh gosh.. can I survive it? This is really my 1st time working in an office therefore I am really a newbie in everything.. I dont know about every single stuffs, oh gosh.. so I do not only learn how to use SAP, I also learning how to adapt in an office and so on and on.. so much to learn, but I guess I am able to get something out of it..

Anyway, yesterday I went for the "Ancien Adieus".. first of all I must thank 2 person.. that is.. OSCAR & PIG... I need to thank PIG because I was forced to.. I need to thank OSCAR because she will jealous.. whahaha!!!! NO lah.. really want to thank them because it was really nice of them to help me do my make up and stuffs.. thanks mans... and then they really didnt outcast me.. or rather seriously I thought Grace wont talk to me that much, but little did I know, somehow I talk to Grace alot ok... and Aihuan was cute.. ahhaa.. because she and I the same.. sports person in RP. and so we seldom wear skirt and stuffs and so many people who saw us laughed at us.. so well yesterday I did spend a great day with them.. thanks to pig's bestiez.. =))

Yeah.. took alot of pics actually.. many mei mei de pictures.. ahah.. my sexy pics ok! Oh well.. tuesday going to have more pics taken.. especially with my chiobu!!! I'm feeling so high can... to be able to take pictures with my chiobu!!! Awww... i cant wait for that... not forgetting I am able to take pictures with my favourite MEINU cann!!! Oh mansss.. super super high... and somemore I will have my wonderful DAJIE!!! yippeee!!!! then my Ke ai de TINgsss... awww... I cant wait till tuesday mans.. so many beautiful pictures to be taken.. aww!!! HAHAHA!!!Tuesday please faster comeee...!!!!

sign off@1:06 PM;

Thursday, March 8, 2007

For those who doesnt know, I have already found a job at Nokia. And today was my first day of work..

Before today, I was kind of worried and scared especially towards the night and when I realise that I cant wear my pants, I felt worse.. and I got weak, and I cried.. but I went to bathe quickly to make me feel better... well, when I got out, I felt much better and then talked rubbish with my master, meinu and etc..

Ok, so today what have I done? And whats my feeling?

Before that, this morning, I received my very first sms, and I was so shocked and glad that it was my meinu.. I opened it, and saw that this sms, "good morning wormy... blah blah" and I was kind of weird to see the word 'wormy' and so I asked her.. and know what she said? "worm is LAZY!" ahhh!!!! early morning my dearest meinu come say I lazy.. booo....

Ok anyway so I went out pretty early, like 7.15am.. I reached queensway around 8.20pm.. and I board the bus around 8.30pm and then I reached alexandra technopark at about 8.50pm.. and so waited for awhile my 1st colleague (Kelly) came.. then she told me abit of the stuffs and I waited for David.. well.. pig said David was quite gdlooking.. haha..

Anyway I was glad that my colleagues speaks CHINESE!!! haha.. other than foreigners, all are chineseee.. yippee.. i got japan and vietnam colleague cann.. lols...

Ok, so before lunch, I was practically reading the user guide that I dont know what is it all about.. then later kelly came to ask me go out for lunch.. and i was really shocked to see sheryl also.. and that was when i felt really scared lah.. and not just that everyone was really older than me.. so i am like a small little girl there.. but well, i am very glad that my colleagues are nice people.. sheryl was nice.. she talk to me, and told me some stuffs.. then she told me about her expectation which is teamwork.. oh well.. i think i can do this.. =)) haha.. then after that during lunch i was pretty quiet lah.. still need a little while more to get used to it.. yeah...

Then after lunch.. after soem time.. david came over to teach me how to use the stuffs.. then try to focus and absorb as much as possible.. then later he asked me to do the job le lors.. at first i kept asking for help.. then slowly when i got used.. then i am fine already.. but i know that tml i got 50 tasks to complete... boooo!!! :S

Anyway, in the same room, I got carri or duno what.. haha.. she stay at tamp too.. and she is nice too.. she taught me alot of stuffs after david gone through with me.. is like david taught me how to do.. then i forget a few stuffs.. than i keep askin her.. and she is nice to help me through... =))

But well, this is just a first day.. and I am sure that things might be different.. but it might be towards the good side? haha.. ok.. well.. at least the 1st impression and feeling was a good one =)) heee.. and yeah.. so i am doing data entry for NOkia.. for their A/P... and i am in the FSP team.. and for now.. i got great colleagues..

sign off@8:08 PM;

Friday, March 2, 2007

Hahaha... look at that!!! Cool isnt it? 3 straight "As" for my test... The result of working hard..

But I think is quite pathetic because thats my 1st and also the last time that I can get this in RP.

I was talking to Alex yesterday, and when he told me about my 3As, he said, "not that difficult to do well right?"

Oh well, do feel slightly regret, but I am glad that I didnt flunk my this semester away. I score A, B+, 2 Bs and 1 C+... although that C+ was the module that I didnt expect but well just be it..

Result already out, no point brooding over it, like I replied to Alex, although it seems abit late, but if I ever get a chance to study in local University, I will make sure I score like my Macro...

Isnt it great right? 3As for test. And getting for about like 10+++ As for lesson. And having an overall A? Is great right? So, well, make sure you studied hard if you get a chance to get into University =)) Remember this feeling, and study hard. You are not a stupid student. You put in the effort, you get the result..

Is like HRM, you studied hard for UT, although you miss the A always by 0.5 or 1 or 2 marks, you did well for the UT isnt it? B+, B+, B...

I think its been a long time since you really did so well for UT already.. but this is really what you get by working hard..

Anywya, I do still remember I score badly when I study when I was about year 1 or year 2, which makes me quite sian.. but well, glad that before year 3 ends, its proven that result comes with hardwork.. =))

I will always remember this great feeling...

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