Wahhhh.... thinking back the things I have done this week was a surprise!

Monday I was at home all the way.

Tuesday, I was out the whole day since morning with Cindy to catch 2 movies and then to have dinner together with her, Panda, Kelly and SH.

Wednesday, I was out early in the morning to JP and back to RP and then out the whole day with Pig to shop for my things.

Thursday, was a rest day for me.

Friday, I was out again at night to have dinner together with Mr Teo they all. (thanks for coming and to catch up.)

Saturday, I was out in the noon with Idiot, Tong & Sai to shopp. And guess what? I asked them out to shop, and they were the ones to spend the money and they spent a total of $200++! And I only spent about $20++ Oooopppsss...

Sunday, I was out in the noon to meet up with Pig & Ms ting.. Very very very long time never go out together with her and eat le lors... Althou no my fav meinu lahs. (tml i can see her already!).. It was really very nice to meet up with ms ting and have fun with ms ting lorsss... love her so much cannn...

So pratically, I have been out except for Monday & Thursday. The rest of the days I am out for dinner or shopping! OMG!!!! I thought I was a msn-person, or a homely person!? But I was out! HAHAH! BUT!!! I FELT GREAT!!! =)))

And so, I am going to be out tomorrow! HEHE.. Will be again going back to RP and then have lunch with my meinu * chiobu! I miss my meinu so much can!! I really miss her alot and she was so busy! Oh sad! =((( But I am happy to see her tomorrow! =))

BUT, so after tomorrow.. will be the day of school! I need to study hard and not waste my dad(own) money!

F**K!!! Staying at home was really f**king irritating and annoying especially with that s**ky nephew around!

Damn angry! Nabei!

Woooshh! Another day out! I have never been soooo happy seriously!

All along, I dislike shopping but slowly it seems ok to me. Actually I guess if you know you needed something, shopping is fun for you and never tiring!

Well, so I bought a decent jeans now! HAHA! Finally a normal, fitting jeans for me! No more borrowing from my sista again! Yeappp.. yippeee.. Oh yeah, and I bought a top too.. It looks cool too! Wah so nice.... Hmm...

Now I guess all I need is a schoolbag but I cant make up my mind! I want a sling bag so I can look more like a student. But I cant decide on which sling bag I really want. A crumpler? A converse? A adidas? A nike? Or whatever... boo! Shit, just couldnt make up my mind seriously!

I am seriously quite anxious for school. First time going for a lecture. And holding a pen and copying after 3years of no paper, no pen. Wahh.. how will this coming 3 years be like? Will I see myself being a 1st class honour student? or jus a normal bachelor? Well, the choice is up to me and depends on my mindset & discipline.

Anyway, dont talk about studies for now... I am quite tired for these 2days lah.. out in the morning and back at night and sleeping late... But I feel good! Really good! Going out is really fun and nice although its tiring! And spending money is really nice too!!! HAHAH! I spent about 100bucks within 2 days.. haha! Cool mans! While spending, I am waiting for my july pay to come in.. haha!!

Ok lahs... shant blog more now... maybe will do it tomorrow... going to eat durians & watch my anime.. bye..

Today was great! 2 movies at 1 go! Transformer & Invisible target! Long John & Haagen Dazz & Prata! And importantly, I'm eatin durian now! Shiookk!

Never been so shiooook before! Enjoying myself, eating food that I love... woooshhhh!!!

Tomorrow a greater day! Because, I'm going shoppinggg!!! Finally manz!!! Suppose to be shopping on Monday, but stupid one person, suddenly got something and it was raining so that idiot said no... Finally i'm doing tomorow!

Oh yes, I bought pens & pencil already. But I am still quite sad about my lost pencil & pen!

Sesame gang... seriously of no reason.. these days.. i have been missing them alot... or rather i kept thinking of them... i guess is a blesssing to met all of them.. and i cant wait till 11 aug to see them! I thnk is really nice to have them as friend... love them so muchies... And maybe for the past few months I havent been really showing that I love them.. but it just seems that these days, although we didnt really met up, but it just suddenly that my heart misses you all and my mind thinks of you all..

Anyway, just hope my oscar can be her cheerful oscar.. and the one that is ready to bully me always.. but at the same time protect me and care for me... but also jealous when im wif pig.. wahah! =p *I hereby pray for Sheryl Poh H** X** to be alright, and get rid of those stress, and all the calls & emails to stop shooting at her* - I will be there for you dear -

Soh Ai Zhen! I will wear skirt for you and the gang on 11 aug!!! I wear and be the most feminine person on 11 aug! Just you wait and dont drool on the day itself!

Claire ! You wont see a strawberry on the 11 Aug!!! Cause not yet dye my hair and do my hair =p And whats your blog!!!!! ^&^(&*&(###

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Ok, I did clear abit of my stuffs. Left 30% more to go only. Well, that 30% is irritating because the stuffs are things that I dont know where to put or should I throw. I spent about 1 hour I guess on staring at those rubbish actually.

Anyway, supposed to be out today but in the end didnt. But I am very glad that I am seeing the most annoying, irritating CINDY LEE tomorrow! Heheh! Tomorrow will be our movie marathon! Yippee! We will be catching Transformer followed by Invisible target. Woohoo.. The day to pamper ourselves abit... hehe...

Tomorrow going to have my LONG JOHN too!!! HEHE!!! Yippeee..

And I guess I will go and get my lost pen & lost pencil =(( Dont really want to buy it but seems that I lost it so I have got no choice =((

Need to sleep soon since I didnt have a good sleep today as I slept at 3am and I found myself still awake at 6am..

Oh Yes, last but not least...

I need to really clear my cupboard, table, HI-5 Set & computer table!!! I need to get ready for my new school term. To have a neat and nice environment.

Also to get ready for school by washing my pencil case and prepare all the stationeries!

One more entry before I go to sleep.

Yes, I have been working since 1st week of March till 2nd week of July. Its 4 months. And during this 4 months, because of the workload for the 1st 2 months and also feeling so really tired everytime after work and going out with colleagues on Friday. I hardly met up with some people.

Today while I was walking to the office and I start thinking back it seems that during this 4 months I lost touched with toooo many people. And they are people who are important to me. They are people who once stepped into my life. People who make a difference in my life. People who teach me lessons. People who brings me to what I am today. People who brings joy. They are my dearest friends, and teachers from ES & RP.

Therefore before I start school, I really going to meet all these people. I dont know if I start school already, if I will be like what I did for the past 4 months. So it is time for me to go back to them and to tell them I have never forget them. Also, because now I have another group (Nokia) of people, so when I start school, my time is being "spread" out more...

Although I have sooooo many people that I havent been meeting and who are deary to me, but there are a few people who I die die must meet them. Because it is really a very long time since I last met them. Not only that, also because they are someone who are really very important to me. Someone who either taught me, helped me, guided me one way or other or did all. They are just some people who I will never forget in my life. They are just people who I respect the most. My very important people in my life no matter what happens.

And so, this coming week I am going to meet all the important people & friends. Also to catch movies like I never done it before. Spend money like the money is free. Enjoy for the very week and to study hard for the next 3 years.

Well, it seems I have been updating my blog quite frequent now.. Anyway, I shall blog 1 entry on my 1st full-time job...

After graduating on Feb, I was thinking like I should slack and nua for a month. Enjoy what is life for a month without studies, work and whatsoever. But during this slacking period, I asked around those who found a job and well MJ told me there was 1 data-entry job which it seems interesting to me as I hate customer service job. But because I was quite lazy and stuffs so I didnt really call that person.

Maybe God knows my plan, and didnt want me to waste my life so during the 1st week of march, MJ asked me again if I have called Nicole and I said I didnt. So well, I called on that very day and she asked me to go down. I did not know it was an agency actually so I thought I should wear rather nice down. So I wore semi-formal and I guess Nicole thought that it looks fine and she called Sheryl if I can go down. And well, I went down to Alexandra Technopark Block B from Tanjong Pagar.

I reached Nokia, with very little knowledge of everything. Not sure about the job scope, the pay and everything. I met Sheryl and she introduced David to me and leave me with him. So David interviewed me. He asked me question like my weakness & strengths, what is AP (which I gave a wrong answer) and then whether if I can do OT and stuffs...

So having answer wrongly about what is AP, I thought everything was gone. But while I was walking back and talking to pig, Nicole called me and said I got the job already. And I was supposed to go down to work the very next day. But well, I said I cant and so I delayed for 1 day.

Well, my very 1st day work, I was feeling very scared actually. This was my very 1st office job. This was my very first full time job. Kelly was the one who "picked" me up and then I was asked to sit in a room and I felt really scared. Until David came, then he introduced me to the rest of the people. And I was doing nothing, but reading a guide then it was lunchtime. I was still feeling really scared. And I have no appetite at all and so my "ban mian" I only eat a few mouth. Haha! I didnt really talk to anyone actually.

So after lunch, David came in to teach me. But I didnt note down anything. Hahaha! After that I was asked to do the farrington invoice. But clarrie was around to teach so not that bad. And so it went on just like that...

The next day Cheryl came in. Well, because she is a newcomer so maybe that is well I can click with her. So lunchtime we were together, and we talked to each other. And maybe because both of us are 87's so we can really talk. And so that is why and how both of us depend and become so close.

Slowly, I know more and more people like Zong Xian, Stephen, Kelly, Jackie, Alwyn and when Francis & Kailing came in also start to know them and before I leave, Cindy, Jie Hao & Alex came in and managed to be friend with them. And also becasue starting to click and have fun with them, we have KTV session twice and also going to MOS, St James & Alwyn's house and today to Sheryl's house.

Despite those negative things I used to write before, I must really say that it was really very fun and a fruitful "stage" for me. I simply just enjoy this job alot. It is like I learn those "lessons" and also I have made a bunch of nice people. They are really nice people.

It is like, on my last day everyone in the office have lunch together with me. Not only that they bought a BabyG watch for me. It is like that time when V left the company like they didnt buy for him? Also is like for lunch only the few of them went lunch with him and not the whole bunch of people. Maybe is because boss wasnt around. But I must really say that it was really nice to see the surprise of having that watch.

I really cried when I was opening that present of mine. I thought of those sweet memories and also how I was being cheated for that watch. I really cried out. I was guilty of getting them chocolate only. And as I go out to give those chocolates, Clarrie, Cheryl & Ling cried. It was really heartbreaking to see such things. But I was really glad to meet these people in my life.

Well, its already a week after I stopped working. And I was really happy to know that Sheryl asked me to go her house also. It was very nice of her and I am very thankful for it. It was nice seeing those faces again. I kind of miss them and somehow, I miss that job of mine.

AP job in Nokia might be boring, but its the colleagues that make it really nice, enjoyable and memorable for me. Not to forget is the boss that believes in teamwork that make it possible for the newcomers to be able to gel with the others and to feel comfortable.

I not only learn just about SAP, AP, how office job is like, but also I learn about people. Importantly, I learn "love-life". I have learn lots of lesson in there. And also I got discipline of waking up early, getting ready, staying awake, being responsible. So I hope these will follow me together for my 3years of studies in SIM-UOL.

I hereby, thank everyone from Nokia FSP team from the bottom of my heart to give me a wonderful lesson during this 4months. Making me understand and know that I can be a disciplined person is just a matter whether I want or not. I can be a hardworking person is just whether I want or not.

I must really work hard & study hard for this coming 3years that is waiting for me.

Today... went tmall to change the VCD for Chris... and I had my supposingly-all-time-favourite pasta - prawn aglio & my passionfruit italian soda.. BUT sad to say... it doesnt really taste that nice anymore.. maybe is just the different place thats why the taste is different...

Anyway... after eating and changing the VCD.. we went to walk around tmall... and "sihua brought me into the converse shop" (actually was me who wanted to go in)... and I saw the very nice converse sling bag which I really like it sooooo much!!!! And it cost only 40bucks which I think is rather worth it lahs...

But the thing now is this... I have been wanting a crumpler/deuter backpack and now seeing this converse sling is making me really "fan"... Thinking properly, maybe deuter backpack is not a good choice? Because not many people use backpack for uni already??? Hmm... how!!?? I cant make a decision which bag to buy for school and seriously I sort of bags already lorsh.. =((( Sad lahs... how mans!!!

Haish.. maybe go school le than decide what to buy bahs.. boo!!! =((

Anyway.. today I didnt pack my stuffs lahs... I woke up... watched harry potter then played game then went out already.... hahaha... so pig lahs me... LOL...

Hmm.. so tomorrow.. if not going out with pig.. then go meet up my dearest sai & panda.. whom I really misssseeedddd...

Yippeee.. I am so proud of myself... hehe...

1. I have taken out all the stuffs in my bag and cleared some of the stuffs and kept my bag in the cupboard already but some of the stuffs are still on the table.. wahaha! =x

2. This afternoon I took out all the RP shirts from my "going out" clothes.. and arranged some of the clothes properly already... (now I have lots of "at home" clothes.. shits!)

3. I set my mind to go out tomorrow to change the VCD for christine & then to eat my all-time favourite pasta - PRAWN AGLIO!!! heheh!!! (1 sad thing is... I am having my menses.. there goes my italian soda! - maybe I should drink for once since I'm not going out after tomorrow? so i can stay home and drink not-cold-drinks... hehe)

Ok, so left a few more things to do...

1. To clear all the rubbish from the desk
2. To clear all the rubbish from the HI-5 set
3. To clear all the rubbish from the computer table
4. To clear my cupboard
5. To blog about my bintan trip if I'm not lazy
6. To blog about HIM on my secret blog
7. To pamper myself by spending money again! (with some control, since I studyin in a not-so-cheap-school)

Sometimes is soooooo irritating to know someone who is as irritating as MICHELLE!!!! Arggghhhh!!!! Its my luck to know her mans!!!! Damn it!!!!

$$%&%^(*&^(#^%@*^#%@%@

Ok, since I am at it, I shall talk abit about my sesame gang.. Hehe...

I am ELMO... but I was given the name as ALMO after having an A for ECONS.. BLEHSSSS... but now I have become ILMO because of some IDIOT who says i'm an idiot... oh god! This IDIOT is really IRRITATING and IDIOTIC!!!

Anyway, on the serious side, seriously, its my honour to know my loving sesame people.. hehe! I love them alot.. seriously!!! I know they love me too...

I think if without them, I would be a sucky student who absent from class alot of times, or maybe even late for class or even not scoring for HRM & Econs...

When I dont have friends or fun in class, I will really dread to go class so it was because of them that bring the fun to the class and makes me feel the love, care & concern... they are really a bunch of fun-loving girls..

I might not have show much commitments to the gang or show much love to them.. but seriously I really love them alot... and I am sorry if I miss a few of the gatherings....

Oscar - the one I love the most.. but I quarell the most and disturbed the most... i wont forget the time during econs we have a cold war.. and it was realy bad... but i was glad that everything was fine and we still love each other... oscar was really nice.. and caring... i realy love her damn lots!

Mich - the most irritating and idiotic and annoying person!!! Despite that.. i love her.. because she is also very caring to me ok!? she sent me home worss.... BUT I HATE HER!!! becus I think she is one that disturbed me the most 1 lahs!!! idiot!

Big Birdyyy- wah liewww.. the most "innocent" 1... that i will blif lahs.. idiotic shits!... ok lahs... i love her also kies... for BLUFFING ME!!! DAMN IT!!! alot of rubbish from her also la...

Amy - our "DA JIE" ahhaha... cookie mosnter.. hehehe... she is damn nice 1 okies... see my DP? thats the loving elmo that she gave me.. and she have each character to every one of us ok!? she damn nice.. she will always be there despite being tired or busy.. unlike someone (ME).. oops...

Chris - thsi is the really innocent 1... BUT becus of SOMEONE's influence (ppoint at big bird)... she seems to become a different person ok!? wah kaos... buay tahan.. tt day at her bday.. she bcuming like that SOMEONE lors!!!

TY- the most hardworking one.. oh no... not just her.... because I am hardwoking also!!! hehe... ok lahs.. it been a damn long time since i last her... she is a nice pal too... really very nice because she will help us in studies one lors.. not like ALMO =X.. haha...

Ok lahs.. thats all about my sesame gang.. and seriously.. i love them.. althou i didnt really show to them.... they really are someone who i think will be there for me whne i need them.. and can have fun and sorrow together.. i love them...

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I have list down the things I wanted to do at home for this week, also listing down the things I should buy before school reopen... BUT I have done none of it after the trip back from Bintan.. Booo!

Anyway, I just came back from Bintan.. kind of lazy to blog everything out, but 1 thing is I spent about 600 over for the whole trip... wah.. thats like quite alot huh? But well, forget it since I have worked for 4months...

Also is like the money I earned I save quite a sum of money and gave my mum.. so I shall pamper myself abit and spend the money on myself.. hehe... kind of happy spending the money.. now waiting for the pay for the 2weeks.. and then to spend even more.. wahaha.. and my mum said this month I dont have to give her.. so I have more to spend.. hoorrayyy.. =p

Anyway, I still have 1 bag full of things not yet unpack... table full of things on the desk.... basket of things on the Hi-5 set... full of RP shirts on the wardrobe making me think I have lots of shirts to wear out... full of rubbish in the cupboard waiting for me to clear... so much things to clear and do yet I am still slacking away here.. blogging and just watched finish bleach.. haha.. =p

Ok lahs.. I think I better unpack my stuffs and clear the Rp shirts first...

Soon.. its time to pamper myself even more... hehehe!!!

Dont ever try to joke, disturb, irritate or whatever with me when is week before my period. Because my tolerance level is very low and I will get really nasty and pissed by the things you all say to me.

Dont come and blame me if you get shit from me when you irritated me. I will kindly just blow my top at you.

Thats all I am going to say here.

I have got enough nonsense just today. F*** off everyone. Things were going crazy just 1 day before 13th of July. WTF mans! Nabei its really Friday the 13 for me...

Tomorrow is the trip yet I am now not feeling any good at all. Too many F***ing things are happening... DAMN!

=(( So much things I want to buy, but they arent cheap... I wanted to pamper myself this month but because of the wisdom tooth removal, I have already spend $150 and also minus the 2days leave that I took which means 100++ gone also.. then I am going to bintan this friday also.. argggh!!! Nvm, I shall just list down the things I want then slowly buy...

School starting soon, therefore I need a bag.. but I wonder should I get a crumpler sling bag or should I get a deuter backpack..

I dropped the idea of getting a new phone since I bought a 2gb memory stick for my sony phone for 50bucks that day...

I still want a PSP!!! A modified PSP!!!

A proper jeans + top!!! It seems that my wardrobe are filled with t-shirts and most of them are RP shirts!!! Argghh!! No decent shirt for me to wear out... not only that, I have been wearing my sis's jeans!! Arggh!!!

Not just buying things.. I want to dye my hair also.. and also during these free days I want to go gym, swim, play badminton, etc etc... to get back my sport life and then to slim down and to enjoy whatever I can!!!

List of items:
1. Crumpler Sling/Deuter Backpack
2. PSP
3. 1 pair of jeans
4. 2 or 3 tops
5. 1 pair of normal canvas shoes
6. Stationeries for school

Things to do:
1. Dye my hair
2. Slim down by exercising!!!

Oopps! Jus woke up only! Gosh! But anyway I have plenty of thoughts now! Been wanting to blog so much...

Well, this entry title will be, "You raise me up"

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

There is no life, no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But then you come, and I am filled with wonder;
Sometimes I think, I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

I heard this song recently again on my handphone. And it rings to me about someone who I met for near 7years ago.

He might not be reading my blog this time, we might not be talking that much, we have not been seeing each other for 4months.

We might been too stubborn for quite a few times during this 7years, I might angered him alot for this 7 years, I might be just a normal student of his, I might mean nothing to him.

Despite everything, and times when I felt upset and angry, in my heart, I know, he is someone who I will never forget, someone who will always be the someone who I know I can rely, trust, believe because he is someone who had "raise me up" to what I am now and learning..

He helped me through lots of obstacles. He made me learn things that I can never find in anywhere. He really did alot, alot, alot that no one have ever done it.

I'm really grateful to him and he is one of the reason why I have never regret being in ES.

He is really someone great that make something out of my life. His teachings will always be in my mind. Although we have not been talking, but there are times when what he said to me before will just appear in my mind to remind me of something and stop me from going any more wrong. Or even to make me make an decision. Or make me help my friends.

Sorry for all the stuffs I did that might had make you angry. Thank you for all the stuffs that you have done for me.

And I will always remember you, Mr Teo.

::18/08/87::
::Leo::
::YNPS, ESSS, RP, SIM-UOL::
::Outgoing, Friendly, Lame::
::Emotional, Sensitive, Short::

::PE Teacher::
::Netball Coach::
::Camp Instructor::

::Netball, Basketball, Running::
::Swimming, Badminton::
::Manchester United::
::Sleep & Slack::
::Green, Orange, Black::
::ES Netball Team, Livewire::
::Buddies, Disciples::
::Shifu(Mr Teo), Hubby::
::Sister & Family::
::Team RP::
::Sesame Gang::
::Piggies::
::MeiNu, Tings, Da Jie::

=PSP=
=All who I love live happily=
=Move on to future=
=Not living in the past=
=Able to learn to accept the truth=
=To be self-discipline=
=Not to repeat mistakes=
=To get gd grades in Uni=

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