I decided to have this entry, because pig put "zui jin" lyrics on her PM and that song reminds me of KW.

I mentioned to many people before about KW. But the thing is till now I still cannot figure out the feeling. But I guess we will never work out. But this is what happens..

I still remember the 1st year after we graduated, we never meet or see each other before, but on this faithful day, which was 1808, I saw him. That day was my birthday, when I saw him I was happy, my morning irritation was gone after seeing him, and I yearn for him to wish me happy birthday. But everything didnt happen. And I started to question myself, why do I even feel sad when that happens when everything was already over for a year plus. Well, slowly I forgot about it..

Last year, 1808, he smsed me and wish me "happy birthday". I was kind of shocked when I realise that it was him. And it was last year, that he ask me again, and I rejected him due to some reason.

Anyway, it is like so funny, everytime I listen to "Zui Jin" I will just think of him.. especially this part.. "你想要的我却不能够给你我全部, 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的". It is like I know he tried really hard last time to make things work out, but I guess I was still childish and immature that I yearn for something else.

But I still can remember quite a few things.. there was this time when I was nervous about my competition, and he did a card for me and a powerpoint slides for me to tell me how to calm myself. He reached school very early, and i think someone told him to walk to school with me, he ran to my house, but I already walk the other side. When we broke off, I asked him to go watch my match, and he went and watch silently and accompany me to walk home. The time when I started to feel isnt right, we alight the wrong stop, and he hold my hands for the 1st time and my heart melted. We went to ECP and we cycled, and I fell down and he help me to clean my wound.

Oh well, everything is in the past already. No point thinking about it. And I guess after this entry no more thinking about it anymore, plus it is like I have never really think carefully what is this feeling called? Is this just a crush or is it really love? If its love, I should be feeling something really deep? But I didnt I guess. And if it is crush, why is it always it will be in my mind? But whatever it is, things will never work out again so just leave it back in the back of my mind.

::18/08/87::
::Leo::
::YNPS, ESSS, RP, SIM-UOL::
::Outgoing, Friendly, Lame::
::Emotional, Sensitive, Short::

::PE Teacher::
::Netball Coach::
::Camp Instructor::

::Netball, Basketball, Running::
::Swimming, Badminton::
::Manchester United::
::Sleep & Slack::
::Green, Orange, Black::
::ES Netball Team, Livewire::
::Buddies, Disciples::
::Shifu(Mr Teo), Hubby::
::Sister & Family::
::Team RP::
::Sesame Gang::
::Piggies::
::MeiNu, Tings, Da Jie::

=PSP=
=All who I love live happily=
=Move on to future=
=Not living in the past=
=Able to learn to accept the truth=
=To be self-discipline=
=Not to repeat mistakes=
=To get gd grades in Uni=

(",)MaStEr_pY; Cindy =); Chee Kui; Jason; Mimiyan; Panda =); Raquel; sIhUa =); xIaOwOnG =) AdEliNe/a> aLeXia; Charmaine; JoEy; JoHnSoN; qUeEn; piGg; sHiReEn; Yan Qing ; Yong Yeow; aBbY; aIzhEn; fAiZaH; hAnAh; jOeY aNg; lYdIa; mJ; sAbBy; sHiKiN; vAn SoH; xUeLi; mIcH; oScAr; bIrD; QiNwEi; RuRy; WeElInG; ~Sister~;

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