I blew my chance away yesterday. Its disheartening but I am not going to give up, but instead I am going to declare war because I'm going to FIGHT. I am not going let it blow it again.

65% it was my own fault too. I supposed I am just not talented for it, but again well, for the team I am willing because indeed she did do a better job than me and this time I really want to win, and I must win. But again, partly I must say it was them also because this is a team game, a game where everybody trains together and not alone or 2 person. But well, again afterall is myself.

But well, like I said, get upset for a day, and get over it by today. Actually yesterday after some thoughts, I have already got over it. I blew it yesterday, and I am not going to allow him to do it again from now onwards. I want to play, win, fight the game with my own hands. I will show it to him that I want it badly.

Like Ben said that time, as an individual goal, I will do my very best. And to be specific enough, I will do all I can to stick, intercept opponents. Support & pass well to my teamates.

I want to win this desperately! I want to play this desperately!

Enough of netball. Actually other than netball, there are also quite a few things that make me quite siansed and upset.

But well, I now abit sians to blog on. So I shall stop here.

::18/08/87::
::Leo::
::YNPS, ESSS, RP, SIM-UOL::
::Outgoing, Friendly, Lame::
::Emotional, Sensitive, Short::

::PE Teacher::
::Netball Coach::
::Camp Instructor::

::Netball, Basketball, Running::
::Swimming, Badminton::
::Manchester United::
::Sleep & Slack::
::Green, Orange, Black::
::ES Netball Team, Livewire::
::Buddies, Disciples::
::Shifu(Mr Teo), Hubby::
::Sister & Family::
::Team RP::
::Sesame Gang::
::Piggies::
::MeiNu, Tings, Da Jie::

=PSP=
=All who I love live happily=
=Move on to future=
=Not living in the past=
=Able to learn to accept the truth=
=To be self-discipline=
=Not to repeat mistakes=
=To get gd grades in Uni=

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