Alright, since I am early for school, I shall blog about something... Anyway, I am early because I took a cab... I am too tired to take a bus.. and actually I woke up damn early today... I woke up at 650am... but in the end I took a cab.. haha =x

Yesterday night I finally cried out after the many times when I feel like crying yet I couldnt cry out.. I dont know why but just feeling really like crying but no tears wants to come out.. doing fyp also felt this way.. when that incident also felt this way... but well yesterday.. I think I was really physically tired and mentally dead and so when mr teo talked to me.. i could taste the saltiness of my tears... feeling touched or i am so tired that when he asked i just cried it out... but i just know that at a point of time, when I am saying about something, I really kept crying that i couldnt stop...

Oh well... many things had been happening... and just at this moment I have alot of things to do and I could sense my level of stress is high and my level of tolerance for people is low... and so when you want to control and not to show it out.. its damn sick! And its really low... I get freaking pissed sooo damn easily... damn it...

"Just know how to ask for help"... I thought I had always been asking for help? But to sit down and think.. I guess i that was in thge past.. and now... i just dont know how to or who to look for? There was once when M.T was online that I feel like talking to him.. but I dont know how.. and I just kept quiet and handle it myself? Or maybe... I just chose the easy way out.. escape from problem? I dont know...

Anyway... thanks dar & m.t.. thanks for showing concern... dar im sorry.. but at this moment I really cannot help anybody or lend you a listening ear.. because I dont think i am able to...

I really feel like going to the beach to shout it out... ahhhh.. been wanting to shout for soooo many times... and i think my ears going to go deaf soon... casue of the many times of hearing loud music..

FYP... please quickly get over... I really need a break from it!!!

::18/08/87::
::Leo::
::YNPS, ESSS, RP, SIM-UOL::
::Outgoing, Friendly, Lame::
::Emotional, Sensitive, Short::

::PE Teacher::
::Netball Coach::
::Camp Instructor::

::Netball, Basketball, Running::
::Swimming, Badminton::
::Manchester United::
::Sleep & Slack::
::Green, Orange, Black::
::ES Netball Team, Livewire::
::Buddies, Disciples::
::Shifu(Mr Teo), Hubby::
::Sister & Family::
::Team RP::
::Sesame Gang::
::Piggies::
::MeiNu, Tings, Da Jie::

=PSP=
=All who I love live happily=
=Move on to future=
=Not living in the past=
=Able to learn to accept the truth=
=To be self-discipline=
=Not to repeat mistakes=
=To get gd grades in Uni=

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