{SOMWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW}.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
I am happy but at the same time, I am upset

I am happy that I am able to really stay focus for this 2 weeks, compared with my last year, this was really very good... but somehow this year the facis are stricter... I cannot get my A at all.. though I have all Bs (exclude Econs) but its really disheartening.. because this time the amount of effort I put in compared with last year was much much more... no longer I will want to sleep or even sleep in class... the knowledge that I gained was much much more this time also.. because I spent more effort in learning... I really want to get straight As to pull up my GPA to 3.25 or even 3.5 ... but somehow... sighs..

I keep telling myself.. its alright.. there will be a time when you get your A.. but.. somehow I am really scared and worried.. because I dont know what more can I do to get that A... sighs... I have somehow push myself alot this time.. sighs.. maybe now is more of speaking out more... =((

Next.. Econs.. I am really worried... straight Cs... understanding 10/100!!!! Oh mans... how to pass my UT then.??? I wonder... really wonder... but anyway though now I have book for Econs.. but having lots of things to do I dont know when can I read and understand.. but this is a good time, because just having 2 weeks only.. so the amount of things is not so much... I must really control my entertainment... no more Da Chang Jin for the moment!!!!

Accounting.. I guess.. the only thing to make sure I can get that A is to read up before I go class... then during 1st meeting I can speak up more.. since now having 2 books... I guess this is the only thing I can do!!! =)))

I am not having the thinking of quitting yet.. this is the 1st time that I really felt this way.. I better stay this way!!! Be strong.. and you get your result!

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N {ME}

::18/08/87::
::Leo::
::YNPS, ESSS, RP, SIM-UOL::
::Outgoing, Friendly, Lame::
::Emotional, Sensitive, Short::

N {DREAMS}

::PE Teacher::
::Netball Coach::
::Camp Instructor::

N {LOVES}

::Netball, Basketball, Running::
::Swimming, Badminton::
::Manchester United::
::Sleep & Slack::
::Green, Orange, Black::
::ES Netball Team, Livewire::
::Buddies, Disciples::
::Shifu(Mr Teo), Hubby::
::Sister & Family::
::Team RP::
::Sesame Gang::
::Piggies::
::MeiNu, Tings, Da Jie::

N {WISH & GOALS}

=PSP=
=All who I love live happily=
=Move on to future=
=Not living in the past=
=Able to learn to accept the truth=
=To be self-discipline=
=Not to repeat mistakes=
=To get gd grades in Uni=

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