ALrights.. exactly 1 week havent been blogging... Hmm later going to sis's birthday... its her 21st birthday! Wah thats pretty fast? She reached her 21 years old already.. and I am already 18! I think back I haven really got her any present for the few years.. and she actually did buy for me at times... well.. she hinted Adidas jacket... it cost $99! Well... I haven buy yet, I saw the jacket twice... and its like dont know if it will be just nice for her.. to me it looks pretty small... and I asked JS to see.. and for JS size is a bit big.. so maybe for sis should be alright? Hopefully...!!! I hope she will be happy to see that too =) Its the first, and biggest present from me man!!!


Thinking back... from young both our relationship wasnt really close... as in I always fight with her... my temper wasnt really good and loves to snatch and fight with her... well she always give in to me... and there was one time that my grandma even told her not to run let me beat her... gosh! =X HAaha.. I cant remember... but she will always bring this up... =x


Oh well... as I grow older... I realised the love from her.. (so mushy) or rather... I feel that she is really good to me.. I can feel the sister love from her.. she really cares me alot... and birthday really will buy me things.. and also she will also give in to me alot (tts the most important!) well.. I am glad that I had such a sister =) heesh... I guess because of that I become better with her.. =)


This year Christmas wonder how will it be like.. I dont feel great at all... totally no christmas card from people anymore... and my heart doesnt have feel good at all.. because of so many things that had happened or happening... my heart aches damn lots... maybe like what Mr Leong said... I really need someone to be by side... so that he will be the one to lift all my burdens away... but I cant find one... or rather in some way nobody wants me... maybe my appearance? Well.. I am doing what I can already actually... I am changing.. I am keeping my hair long actually.. BUT I still cant forget what keng wi told me before.. "maybe there are people who likes you just that you seems too zai already.. and guys usually have pride so dint want their girlfriend to be sooo zai... somemore you president lers.." and what nicholas told me when I know him better at OBS "when I first saw you, you looks very zai type..." anyway maybe cause its not time yet.. well.. shant think about it.. just let time decide for me then....


I yearn for someone to love, care and concern me...


Anyway.. its time to go and buy her present and get going already... =) tata..

::18/08/87::
::Leo::
::YNPS, ESSS, RP, SIM-UOL::
::Outgoing, Friendly, Lame::
::Emotional, Sensitive, Short::

::PE Teacher::
::Netball Coach::
::Camp Instructor::

::Netball, Basketball, Running::
::Swimming, Badminton::
::Manchester United::
::Sleep & Slack::
::Green, Orange, Black::
::ES Netball Team, Livewire::
::Buddies, Disciples::
::Shifu(Mr Teo), Hubby::
::Sister & Family::
::Team RP::
::Sesame Gang::
::Piggies::
::MeiNu, Tings, Da Jie::

=PSP=
=All who I love live happily=
=Move on to future=
=Not living in the past=
=Able to learn to accept the truth=
=To be self-discipline=
=Not to repeat mistakes=
=To get gd grades in Uni=

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